Forlorn

Now, everyone that used to make me happy, leave me alone here. It's like my life is so meaningless now, i can't help myself and no one can also help me, but the thing that could really help is return me my happy life. I can't be strong anymore and it doesn't mean that i'm scared, i just let the sadness indulging, just let it be. I want to do everything now, i don't care about what it might be if i do this and that, cs it won't change anything. I need someone that used to be by my side, talk to me, take me out to somewhere, make me feels secure, look into my eyes and hug me to sooth me. But haha, who could? No one man, no one! And, i don't want any new things, i just want the happiness that used to be in my life before, that's all. But seems it won't be happened at all. I ACTUALLY GOT THE STRONGEST REASON TO JUST DIE RATHER THAN LIVING WITH THESE ALL BULLSHIT BOMBARDED ME... that's all, goodbye

I'm Friggin' Love braid Hairstyle

I NEED TO LEARN A LOT FOR MAKING MY HAIR TO BE LOOKED FANTASTIC WITH THESE BRAID HAIRSTYLES!

A Very Not Compatible Photo, blergh

I was on my way to go to downstairs, and then i heard a conversation between mama and Irfan which was fascinating me, i heard my lovely little brother said "kak Nana masak sedap, sedap sangat sangat walaupun kak nana masak makanan biasa je, mesti sedap!" and then mama "tipulah, sedap hapeeee!" and then irfan "eeee sedaplahhh!" Instead of going to downstairs, i trespassed mama's room and hugged Irfan tightly! haha, i love you kiddo :)

Errrrrr, today?

Aloha, i just got back from tuition, and i'm tired. Well today we got some special event, it was held at SUK building, i loved the Dikir Barat, i really loved it! The event took 5 hours but lucky cs it wasn't that really bored, the motivation segment was also fine, but again, i wanna make my statement strong that i really loved the Dikir Barat :) haha

I should get back to hostel this evening, but i asked mama to delay until it's tomorrow morning. Goddddd, i'm tired! Really had fun today, knew a lot of new friends, sang, laughs, run, walk, catching the bus and bla bla bla -.- It used a lot of energy whereas now i'm already lack of energy, i just want to sleep. But there's a lot of things i need to do, just yeah, updating this blog while also relaxing myself.

News! I'm putting on my weight! Blerghhhhh, i'm kinda chubby now -.- yuck! Well, diet time, dietttttttttttttt :O -.- huhhhh, end of, bayyeee

Babe, The Sun Came Out To See You

Awwhhhhh, good morning, now is 07.11 am, gotta take a bath and get ready to go to tuition that i'd mention last night. Minutes ago, when i awoke, i felt so much hungry, brrrrr, i need a breakfast today, yeah maybe usually i didn't take my breakfast, but i think i need it today.

Today, i'd plan to wear a floral design dress with skinny, and to wear high-heels.. i've to think it deeply hoho, no, but think so, but ummmm, no no no, but it's okay ay? BRRRRRRRRRRR, okaylah, i wanna have my bath now, and in a meanwhile, deciding to wear high-heels or not, blergh, ciaaaaossss! :)