I'm Sick of Being Sick

Chooo ! Choo ! Ahh-choo! Guyss , i don't feeling well today , i got fever -.- ! duhh , i could feel my head heavy and my body weak :( my nose running all the times , i coughed so badly , there's so much sputum in my throat which makes me even felt bloody sick . I suppose to go to school today but yeahh , these heck thingy didn't gave me any chances to have fun .

It's worser because today at 3.30 pm i gotta hockey training , it's not training actually . We just play around and messed up boys team , haha . Idk if my dad allow me to join hockey or not today . He thought me to lay on the bed and wraps my body with the blankets at all the times until i'm recover , no way i do that . Today's hockey training might be more exciting as the 'ex-senior' in our school wanna join along today , ohhh i miss them :) Abahh , pleaseeeeeeeee , there'll be plenty of princes charming at the field , pleasee ? hahaha

errr , unlike yesterday where the boy players wasn't attracted at all , they all seemed the nerdy ones and got heck looking , haha sorry i'm rude :P oh yes , i had a training yesterday with the girls :) It's been a long time ain't hit the balls so i felt little awkward at the first , but still i can do it very very well , it was miracle , thanks God . and now , i can feel my waist , my arms and my hands a lil bit pain , somehow i love it , really .

Chill , It's Just One Week for Us , haha

haha yeah , one week aja lah awak :D hahaha

well , guys , i'd make an agreement with S , *wink wink hehe ;)

i decided to lost our contact in a week , why ? sahaja suka suka ! haha no , actually not for suka suka , i do have my own reasons of why i did that . First , he'd wasted his moneys a lot just because he phoned me , so this is the best way to prevent it as i don't want to top up my own and at time i felt uncomfortable with it . Second , i'd like to make some very-missing-feels in each other , i know i'm lil bit cruel to him either to me . Am i gonna miss him ? haha , i'm lying if i say no . Of course i will , everyday we'd chatbag(one of roald dahl's words that mean talks a lot) like there's no tomorrow , we wasted our 20minutes to 40 minutes just for talk , talk and talk . So i think its hard for me to not to miss him , i'm also a human which contain a heart and in my heart contain thousands of feelings and one of them is missing :) then Third , let he keep his moneys properly ;)

hey S , ps - take good care of yourself , try to find another girls which much better than me , eat much , try to sleep early in every night , andddd i'll miss your voices , your jokes , your some stupidity , our wars haha , hm the way you flirt me , and the way you praised me , i'll miss all of that , really :) and yeahhh , thanks for every single things you'd done for me . See you soon on next thursday as if you want so . Fulfill your precious time with precious things , byebye :)

It's Hilarious to See My Little Fellows

Haha see ? That's Atus , Aleen and Meeee ;D It's yesterday , 5th march 2010 , exactly . It's the day where we were skip our school and have SO FUN i guess :) There're so much things we did yesterday such as laugh , laugh , laugh , laugh and laugh , haha that's 'so much' ! Well , we'd plan to finish our homeworks , studying for the soon exam but all seems not worked , at all , haha . Everybody had been very talkative yesterday i guess , there're many stories we opened and every single stories would make us laughed histerically . Atus the one who'll bring up something fool and nuts which make us burst into laugh till our stomach would ache . Aleen is the best conversationalist , she would gave responds in every single things we talked about . And I ? haha , I'll just oohed and aahed also silent at time , but when i turn to laugh , it's their turn to be silent then -.-'' I was like 'ohh , okay korang , aku jelah yang gelak eh' hahaha , watta heck ! More over , we were struggling to design Aleen's myspace profile , it took hours to complete that simplest thingy , really , just because we fought to choose the layouts and panda's photos . She want that , i said no , it's not the best . And then , i chose that , she said no , still there're more better than that . Repeat , repeat and repeat till her profile completely done . Huhhhhh -.- ! hahaha

At 5.30 pm , I said 'okay guyssss , enough for today , i'm going home now' . And they , 'Alaaaaaa' . hahaha . So , they'd accompany me to the bus stand and i was home :) tired but fun . Abah was home quite late(7pm) , Mama also late(10pm) , Irfan also late(6.45pm) , Adik Abang also late(7.30pm) . So my house got little peace and i fall asleep -_- i shouldn't as Abah doesn't like it when i sleep during dusk . But somehow , i felt pretty tired yesterday . Okay that's all :)

Compare Your Body With Megan Fox's

Hahaha yeah , Atus the one who talked like that , she said 'nana , imagine that you're naked together with Megan and compare your body with her' i was like , is she nuts or what ! haha , she began to talk shit like that as i was so uncontrolled my desires to eat , eat , eat and eat -.-' i won't blame her even she makes me think twice before i eat , and i thank you for that as i now started to learn to be not so eat much as before . You know , i looked fat now , not really but going to . i must be careful in my appearances for the sake of self-confident in my life . Guys , hello , what will you be if you're very fat and ugly ? NO offense please . I bet the fat one will be much losing in their self-confident , am i right guys ? They'll have problems in dressing up , problems in wearing clothes and problems with seeing who owns the very fit and shape bodies , trust me . However , my own wasn't that so bad i guess , still there's people got jealous on me , they said my body's delicious as what man looking for . haha really ? i d k . And i need to appreciate my own self , i must to take good care of my precious body and looking , i realize it's important , really :)

Okay my dear fellows , i got some issues here . Mannnn , i'd mention about him for many times here . S again :P So far , he is nice one , yeah i guess . Thank God he wasn't force me in feelings matter , a little to relieve then . I was thinking crazy in this matter as i was needn't be like that actually as it wasn't big problems at all , idk why i have been like that . However , now everything seems so clear and our relation going smooth :) Frankly , i really scared if one day i start to keep some feeling to him , oh please , i try my best to not to be like that , despaired in such relation , it's me .

Completely Freak Out -.-

He's absolutely fucking insane ! Huhhh , sigh hardly , i was pretty tired today as i ran away to hide myself from that mad thingy . Let's call him as HL , he's new student in my school and somehow i knew him the day before he entered my school . I was okay at first , totally fine instead glad he's became smk pu 1's student . But TODAY ! The very unexpected happened , omg it was like a fool thing he done . We've been friends in cyber-world about a month i guess , and everything was seems so fine . I decide to never show myself in real time , i'd always pretended like i was nobody in front of him as he can't recognize me at all as i wear 'tudung' at school . He's searching me vigorously , Syikin one of the victim in this case where at lunch time today with unexpected at all had asking me with saying vigorously my full name , to make sure as if i am the bloody own that pretty name .

Syikin : Nana ! Nama awak Siti Nur Diyana Binti Zulkifly kan ? kan kan ?

Me : Errrr , ha'a . Kenapa ? *mana pula dia tahu nama penuh ni

Syikin : Ni , HL nak jumpa awak , sekarang juga . *pulling my hand and seems to lead me to that guy .

Me : Wehhhh , taknak ! taknak ah !!!

Syikin : Kenapa ? Dia dah lama cari awak , dia nak jumpa sangat .

Me :OMG ! Please syikin , ckp kat dia kita taknak , or ckp aja awak tak jumpa kita pun , susah nak cari , pleaseeeeee , im begging , please wehhhh !

Syikin : Tapi kenapa ? Dia nak jumpa sekejap aja .

Me : Nooooo , taknak taknak taknak ! *felt so scared

And i ran away from her , go get the rest of my friends , and screamed 'korangggggggggg , tolong aku!' They're just 'watta hell happened to this biatch' And i open the story , several of them was laughing and several was like 'gilalaaaaaaahhhh!' , you got that right fellows . Minutes after , i saw HL walked on to my place , and obviously looking for someone , that's me ! A little panic did burst me out where i swiftly hiding myself in dressing room , and barely he caught me , phew , pretty relief . My friends outside was covering me as they'd cooperation each other to safe me from that so monster , hahaha :D 'diam Nana , diam weh . Belum lagi . Kau duduk diam diam .' It was hilarious to see them in this situation , never mind hows my situation then , very mad -.- I bet yaa all wondering much why i was so that bad to hide myself from him ? Oooh I just not ready yet to meet him , as i always set my mind off of never repeat the past time which ending of the relation was so fucking sad , the similar things you know . I know that he'll keep looking me if i stay still like this and completely will be pretty much complicated for the soon's coming . Anyway , i'm sorry HL , i just pretty not ready yet to meet you , one day i guess . And you should know how to be a cool man , no need pressed me out just because you wanna see me , its was so bad mannnnn . You're just like rapists , sorry to say bad . Bluntly , my mouth was cursing you none-stop before and im sorry , again .

Felt little dizzy -.-