Uh-wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Mighty Holidays Are Comes Around :D

Basically , i was home when it was on the last Wednesday as you can see it clearly on my old post with the title of "Oh My Dear Holiday :)" . I tell ya what , when it was on Friday , momma sent me to Puchong and i stayed there for two days and momma fetched me back on the late of night of Saturday , as obviously the minutes after will be a Sunday :) It was much bloody tiring when its being like that , you know , less than 24hours , i'll back to somewhere , and then go to somewhere , repeat and again . Gahhhhhh ! Frankly , i'm getting sick with all this thingy . Well , it's even more sick , bcs when it was on Sunday's evening , i got back to hostel as fulfilling the promise with my warden that i'll be back on Sunday , and so i did ! And hours ago , i was just simply home which is mean that i was just spending only A DAY in hostel with a major wishing that this could be the end somehow and will not be happen again for the next time . A VERY BIG TOO RELIEVE then :) Oh , the reason of why i got back to home early is bcs of my school starts the day of holiday on Tuesday and i feel happy with it , actually :D of course , haha .

But still , i shouldn't be that too much happy as if i got nothing to be done with . Obviously , a year to go , i'll attend the biggest exam in my life , SPM --' ! Ya Allahhhhh :'| takutnyaaaaaaaa ! Thus , i'll have a little study on this whole holiday , just if i could haha and when it start to December , momma will place me in the tuition classes :) It would be so helpful ! hey , i should better go now as my eyes tend to close and it's 5.30am alreadyyyyy , shhttt :D bye everyoneeeeee , enjoy your holiday heartily :D !

A Will Of Love Of Mother

Hiyaaaa guys :) I'm feeling great and good tonight as momma and i had been so much fun together , could you imagine it ? Mother and daughter chilling together , shares stories , burst out laughs , making hair and more :D i feel that i'm the luckiest person in this world right now , ohh i know this great feelings would be just for the time being and somehow it would change to another of types of the thousands of feelings :) but here , still i hope this could be longer and continuously .

Basically tonight , momma and i had chill-out together and the hair studio was the first place we'd went for . It was pretty good when they give a little massages on my hair and made me feel so comfort and relax :') A good smells is on my hair right now as a result of the proper washes and my hair looked so smooth and shiny , awwwwhhh i love it ! thanks momma , it's all her treat :)

Afterall , we'd going for our dinner at Restoran Kayu Nasi Kandar which is located near by the house of mine . Momma ordered a very tasty tandoori chicken and roti naan . I chose fried chicken rice and two glasses of watermelon juices . Oh i was asked it just for one glass at first actually , but hehe , it was slightly didn't enough for me --' When we had our dinner , we've some chats and laughs as if we're the best friends . And momma told me something that could make me feel so scared and fear , scared if one day i lost someone like her . Okay people , lemme tell you something , momma got Hepatitis B which is an illness that related to the heart organ . She told me , her friend's friend was death on a past week because of the same illness as momma . Oh Godddddd , i'm really afraid to lost her and i begging you Allahhh , please let her live longer cs i really need her , she's the one who i can't live without , i really am |': It's even made me felt touched when momma said something like "If my life won't be here anymore , there's something i want from my children" i was swallowing and i said "what is it mom ?" and she said "please don't fight because of the property and please recite for me Al-Fatihah whenever you think about me when i'm gone" okay , i'm tearing now to be frank :/ And lemme crying...

Okay then , at 10.30 pm only we got home . Sat along together in momma's room and often burst out laughed . There's only momma and i , no else . Again , she repeated the same thing she'd said when we was at the restaurant and i felt so gut . Obviously , it's kinda a WILL from her and i must keep it stick on my mind .

Uhhhh , i must wake up early in the morning tomorrow and momma will send me to daddy's house , Puchong Utama :) It's good to be there bcs of the friends but not bcs of the people in that house , bluntly . Okay fellas , i'll post any of more issues on next time :) see yaa

Oh My Dear Holiday :)

Ah yeahhhh , i'm home babehhhhh :D haha , HELLO EVERYONE ! Well actually , hostel's folks should be still in their places :) but i'm not ! I rather stay home than there , as you know , hostel such a bored paradise --' totallyyyyyyyy . I was reach home about 8pm today and momma bought for me Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe (McDonald) :D hehe it's my bloody favorite , obviously (: i was ate it like "yum-yum-yum-yum !"

Hm , a little to relieve when i got home :) I was like "yeayhhhhhhhhh , finallyyyy :)" Guys , i tell you what , i was such a dumb and an idiotic whenever the morning is arise . Nowadays , it's like the only me who'd be in the 4A's and i would exactly go and get my lovely teacher Pn. Suraya . She's like the only friend of mine and i'll always stick with her bcs she made me feel even safer and when she's not around , i would be totally such a dumbfounded ! Walk around the school with no direction , ohhhh how pathetic i am :'/ ! My senior , i called her Kak Su had ever noticed me walking around all alone and she said i was looked so fluster . She was like "deanaaa , i saw you walked around for nowhere . You looked so pity dearrrr" and i was like "yeahhhh , i'm all alone sisss :'| i have no direction and i really wanna go homeeeee :( isk" AND I SUPPOSE ! Thus , i'm home at this very moment :) As usuals , it always HOME SWEET HOME .

But somehow , i'm missing someone right there , someone that i love for real :') I'm missing you Kak Eykaaaaaaaaaaaa :'| We should laying on together right now , share stories till it late . And i'm sorry for not being there . If i could , i'll bring you along to my house bcs i felt like incomplete when you're not by my side , i wish you sweet dream Kak Eyka (:

After For Ages

Alohhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D ! What a surprise aite , i'm back people :) i repeat , I'M BACKKKKK ! It has been outrageously too long since i update my blog . Well , i'm doing fine but literally , i ain't as great as before . I d k , i feel like something is missing in my life nowadays , it's like my soul flying all around without the direction . I'm so lost ! Ahhh , i bet it wouldn't enough even for this whole night to write all abouts .

First thing first , i'm getting sick with hostel , i'm totally homesick ! Well , it always HOME SWEET HOME to me :) Ahahhh , i got the intention actually to ask mama if i should stay home and outta hostel next year as a reason of getting an excellent result of my studies , but somehow , i don't have the courageous . Haha , it's sounds so not relevant !

Okay people , next is , i'll tell you my daily routine in hostel living :) As usuals , wake up at around 6.30 in the morning and get ready for school . Have a little breakfast , sometimes . Get focus on the lessons given by the teachers and back to the room around 1pm or 2pm . Oh , i won't have my lunch and don't ask me why . Take off the pretty suffocating attire and put the lounge wear . Climb up my bed since it placed on above and get a nap . Well , sometimes it got to be a little burden for me when i need to climb up and down the bed , but still , i'm happy because my bed placed nether the fan and so it always keep my bed in a cool state :D Okay then , i'll get up around 3pm to 4pm and as usuals , will have a healthy doing (: I'll JOG , like everydayyyyyyyy ! Would be back at 5.30pm and have a meal at 6pm , i found that foods will always delicious in the evening . It always done my eating around 6.30pm to 7pm . Go upstairs and take some rest about 15minutes and then go get a bath . Solat maghrib and get ready for the prep . 8pm to 10pm , i'll stay still and do the homework plus a little study . The times given doesn't enough and so , i'll get it extend . Go back upstairs , and have a little more study till 2am or 3am . Sleep then , of course and repeat the same thing for the next days .

It's bloody dull , aite --' ? *sigh

and today , a little too relieve i must say . Final exam was finished , i'm taking my break :) On December , i'm gonna work hard for my SPM , i don't want it too late , i must get ready from now on . See ? i got THE SPIRIT :D

Enormous Telling

hello fellas ! ahah , it's been too long since i update my blog i guess :) I think too much of what should i write on and because i've got too much thingy to tell you guys . Well first of all , i'm doing great and fine as always . I'm busy all the times till i lacked my time for sleep and made my face looked as if i'm not healthy --' And i tell you what , i hate it when people keep asking me like ''deanaaaaa , are you sick ?'' and also ''why you looks so pale ? are you okay ?'' goshhhh , you got that right -.- ? I need sleeps , indeed ! Should i spend a day just for sleep ? That's what i've plan for , i will some day :)

And ohhhh , living in hostel made me hungry all the moments , i'm bloody hungry for delicious and delicious and delicious food :D haha yeahhhhh :| I tell you what , it's kinda hilarious whenever i got to eat any kind of yummmmmmiesss food , haha . I was like ''GAHHHHHHHH !'' hahaha . Oh yeah , let me tell you something (: Once time , i was thrown up because i ate one little prawn hahaha . Goshh , it's totally embarrassed ! People was like ''how could she been like that just because a delicious prawn ?'' oh yeah ! i know many of you likes to eat prawn , but my tongue and my stomach can't accepted it . Totally ! I knowwwwww , it's an ODD thingy haha .

Well , i love my dorm-mate , class-mate , school-mate (: haha , but anywayyyyyy , of course i got a lil offend with some of 'em , sometimesssss ! that's random aite , so let it be . I'm 4 Anggerik's folk and i likeeee ! haha , i tell you whatt , everyone in 4A are bloody hilarious , we thought the same and we want the same :D and luckily , i'm one of them , haha :D

Oh mannnnnnn , my ideas to write on is lacking now , so i think i should end it of now . See me on next post :D bayyyyyyyeeeee♥