Now, everyone that used to make me happy, leave me alone here. It's like my life is so meaningless now, i can't help myself and no one can also help me, but the thing that could really help is return me my happy life. I can't be strong anymore and it doesn't mean that i'm scared, i just let the sadness indulging, just let it be. I want to do everything now, i don't care about what it might be if i do this and that, cs it won't change anything. I need someone that
used to be by my side, talk to me, take me out to somewhere, make me feels secure, look into my eyes and hug me to sooth me. But haha, who could? No one man, no one! And, i don't want any new things, i just want the happiness that used to be in my life before, that's all. But seems it won't be happened at all.
I ACTUALLY GOT THE STRONGEST REASON TO JUST DIE RATHER THAN LIVING WITH THESE ALL BULLSHIT BOMBARDED ME... that's all, goodbye
