When The Lights Go Round

Okay hello everyone :) I know that you guys wondering much how am i getting on nowadays :D ? i'm GREAT , i'm FINE and i'm HAPPIER . I was really expecting negatively when i'm in the new school or new environment , but guess what ? it's not as bad as i thought , everything's just wonderful :) really , haha . The best thing is , i got a lot of a nice of friends right there , they're just sporting and you know , easy going i must say . However , it's actually depends on myself , i'm the one who trying to be nice to everyone there , and i know i suppose to ! And the terrifying thing is , the foods serve is actually the most scaring ! But , it give me a proper way to loss my very weight , i hope so :D hehe

Living in the hostel , is actually fine and better :) I tell you what ? I can really focus on my study now , and not as before which I always wasted the time just for fun fun fun and fun --' ahah . However it is , i must to tell you that even though my new school is just very near from my house , i could feel as if i live in far far away from --' I admit that a LITTLE homesick of me :P haha

More , i have to exchange the account subject to biology bcs there's no science account , pure science only . I was like 'goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh --' WTH' I'm not even into that subject , but i have to make myself , aite -,- ? huhhhh . and plus , i need to catch up all the left chapters which had learned by every single students in my new class about SIX months though -__________-'' Can i accomplish this very difficult and messing thingy ? I HOPE SO . My mom believe me , so i need to not ruin her believing . Anyway , today on 5 or 6 pm , i'll back to hostel and let my life flow nicely :) And guysssss , i bring my phone too , hahah , shhhhhhhhht :D okay , that's all !

Goodbye everyone .

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Love The Way You Lie - Rihanna ft Eminem

and

Insomnia - Craig David

New World !

I MISS EVERYONE !

Well guys (: my life has been good so far , and this is my second day at this very new world !

I will tell more about my new life soon :D Goodbye reader

So-Called Holidays

Hello holidays ! when you're not around , we're always thinking about you and when you're ON , we was like 'bored bored bored bored bored... -______-' isn't it guys ? haha .

Goshh , i feel it , i really am ! Bored , dull and such ever . There's nothing i can do except watch , eat , sleep and so on . Well , i can't wait this 12th , it could discard this feelings where i can meet all my friends , having fun with 'em , variety thingy and bla bla bla :D

Talking about that 12th , i'm getting nervous like a butterfly in my stomach ! I can't imagine hows happening it'll be . I invited many peoples that i really now arranging how to react with 'em , i mean they're someones which lead me to the AWKWARD . However it is , i have to face 'em and treat 'em as nice as well . I should be thankful cs they're okay to attend to my farewell , aite ? Ohh my godd , my heart is beating so fast right now , really . huhhhh , haha . I should end now , bye guys (;

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that should be me - justin bieber

It's Come Again , Durrhh

I didn't expect that i'll feel this again -______-' It's too hurting , I can't stand it !

Guess what ? My waist is so pain . Well , i didn't expect if i have even a lil work-out , could be end up like this --' Sit up about 30 times should be nothing , aite ? But somehow , it's really hurt . I could feel the pressure when i laugh , sneezing and cough , even when i turn to stand up ! i've been tortured by myself though . Wish me get better sooner , i hate being like this .

Invitation

Boarding ? I'm Moaning !

Ahhhhh , yeahhh --' Soon enough , i'll enter the boarding school and absolutely leave SMK Puchong Utama (1) . I'm :( and :D !

Guyssss , i'm sorry , i cannot make it to come to school on 21th June Monday :( . I can do nothingggg ! forgive me ? I'll bloody misses the all of you ! My classroom , library , canteen , even toilet -_______-' Goshhhh , how can i confront this ? Am i strong enough to leave ? which 4 years i've being there . Rubbing my face and PAPP on my forehead ! You know what , only now i realized that , this is really hard ! Oh my godness .

Last Friday could be my last day with some of 'em , nothing even specials happened on that day . Just a lil hugs and kisses from several . No cries ! Still i remember when we're on recess , i said to 'em 'guysss , probably today is my last day with all of you . I'll try my best to come here on 21th but i can't promise though . I'll miss you guys so much :( !' I barely cry but i stop it when i noticed that nobody shown me a proper responses . Yeah , they'd moan like 'alaahh' That's it !

When i entered the office to settle up my transformation , i really saw Nana tearing . I was like 'wowwh , she's very sad ! what about me ? Am i ?' oh yes i am , but inside only . No one cries for me , so then what for I tears ? Let it be !

ANYWAY , on 12th June , my farewell party will be held at Bukit Bintang , Kuala Lumpur . Rooftop i guess ;) I'd invited many peoples , but somehow I could sense that only a little of 'em will attend to . OKAY THEN

The Most Tiring Day -______-' Seriously !

Yeah , WHAT A DAY ! I'm gonna put the blame on my mom , cs she's the one whom end me up like this --' I tell you what , i could feel my head is so heavy now , like a big stone bumped onto your head .

Well , mama picked us about 1pm and we went to many places . Let me list it for you -.-

-pharmacy

-back to my house to get some stuff

-mama's office to pick kittens -___-'

-animal's shop to buy kittens' stuff

-barber shop to trim my brothers' hair

-99 market to shop some groceries

And only then , i got home . When it turned to the 4th of that list , i was like 'mamaaaa , can you send me home please ?' and she then 'ahhhh , no no no ! OR you've to treat me petrol mobile ?' so i sighed and closed my eyes .

When we're home , i planned to stay still in room and can relax :) butttt =.= erghh ! every 15 minutes , mama will yell from downstairs and called my name like 'NANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !' and when i went downstairs , mama will make me to do chores -_____-' and i have to confront with nasty dusttt , goshhhhh ! Its' all made me like 'haaaachooooo ! aaaaaachooooooo !' and my eyes turned like =,= I couldn't see anything though . It was so tiring . Still mama ordered me to do much more , and i said 'maaaaa , i'm tired !' Mama's friend Aunt Zainah came to our house and now on , she's sleeping at guest room with mama . I tell you what , when she was arrived , mama nagging her about me --' To be exact like 'tengoklah Nana tu , baru sikit dah penat ! Nak jadi hape ntah . Duduk dalam bilik , chatting ! Tolong sikit pun susahh lah !' Durrrrrr , that's so-called mother , aite --' ? So i was just kept silent and ignored .

Around 8pm , we altogether went to ICT Centre which placed just 3km from our house . I expected something hilarious and exciting but it was really are not -__-' ! Much tiring . My lil brother Irfan , was missing around . I tell you what , the visitors are about 500 to 800 peoples , too CROWDED ! After hour only we found Irfan , i was like 'arrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !' and plus , there's nothing we can do there , it was just DULL --' . Totally regret and urgghhh . Bayyeeee !

Diyana And Diyana

me SITI NUR DIYANA

and her NUR DIYANA

we're both gonna leave SMK Puchong Utama (1) on the same time .

Nana , i wish you'll be happy there , goodbye :(

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The Tragedy

Guys , this is the most scary and terrifying thingy happened with the witness of my eyes .

I was at school that day and we're in exam but i've finished my paper in a very short time cuz i did it like BANG ! BANG ! BANG ! So i asked permission to get out to toilet and actually , i was hunting my brother . I was so hungry to death that day cuz i haven't eat anything since the last night , frankly , i'm on diet . Well , i've lost 4kg and i want more ! My money was actually in his hand as i don't really want to keep it as i'm avoiding myself from eating --' But i don't wanna die so i make myself to have even a little of bite .

When i found him , he was like :'( . So i asked him vigorously 'hey what is happening ? why are you so pathetic ?' He told me 'nanaaaaa , three of our kittens died in a very bad condition . They're eaten by their own dad and i found some of 'em is only half of body , only head , tails , foot ! Somehow , only one left and he now looks so scared and shivering . I've lost my appetite now -_____-' I need to bury 'em this evening' I was like 'ohh my godnessss ! I swear i'll not look at 'em , it's too scary !' Well , i really shocked and couldn't say anything more , speechless ! I heard the same thing from my mom when i got home , on the evening , my brother buried that dead-body-and-pieces-of-cats under the tree .

And yesterdayyyy , the day that i wouldn't forget in my ENTIRE OF LIFE ! Basically , i had a plan with my friends yesterday , lunch at Rejab and play snooker ;D ! So when i went to the upstairs to prepare myself , i could smells something horrible and bad . And guess whatt ? I found ... -____-' one more of dead body of kitten in my bedroom , goshhhhh ! It's exactly the same with what happened to the three else ! I found it feet and it tail at first , its was in front of the door and so i have to collect all of the pieces-of-dead-body and put 'em in the newspaper . I know that could be anymore of it around my bedroom , but I won't look for it and decided to tell my brother . So I was out and try myself not to thinking about it --'

Around 7 pm , i was home and my brother , too . I told him , and we're both checking around my bedroom if still have more the pieces of it . Anddddddddd :'( what a pathetic of me ! I myself found it HEAD and my brother only found it feet . He was lucky ! I was about to faint when i found that . The eyes opened and doesn't have any movement at all , of course ! The picture is still on my mind , i couldn't take it off . Goshhhhhh :(