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It was on Thursday , our last gathering with Amira . I mean , her last day with us , goshhhhh i barely cry when i think about her :| ! Miraaa , i really don't want you go , i'm fucking missing you , urghhhh :'(

Guyss , did you ever feel what i feel now ? Losing someone that you really loves ;( ?

Okay basically , we gathered at IOI mall(the nearest one) , there were so much crisis thingy and nostalgias happened . Cries , laughs , chuckles , fights , funs , sobers , jokes , sobs etc . I bet it was a very precious moment she ever had in her life . I gonna tell you guys every single things that happened on that very precious day (:

Okay , in the morning i skipped all the classes , Mira came to school just for return her textbooks , so she even didn't wore a school uniform , also Asha . I decided to hang around with them and after the recess , i left them because they wanted to go to somewhere . Atus got an extremely genius plan :D 'Nanaaa , what if we just go back to your home and after then , just straight to the mall ?' so i was like 'jom jom jom jom jom haha'

Quickly , we took our bag and escaped from that hell , i mean the school haha . It was a great escape i must say . You know what , when we tried to go through the school's gate , that moron securities investigated us -.- however , i'm a good cheater ;) 'adikkkk , mana mau paargiii ?' they are indian . So we was like 'we want to go homeeeee :D !' and then 'pagi kaa petangg ?' hoho -,- 'petanglahhhh anee' yes actually , we're morning session's student . 'oooo , hati hati aaa , elok elok balik :)' so we was like 'PHEWWWWWWW :D ! they're stupid haha'

Actually , the night before , Azwan told me already to meet him at Rejab . He said that no matter what , he want all of us to gather first at Rejab , so i was like 'sureeee :D !'

At 12pm , it was only Atus , Azwan and I -.- So we through that so bored moment with my funny stories :D They all laughed like there's no other day tomorrow . Around half 1pm , Mira herself came by with tears , goshhh she looked so pathetic i must say . And i wondered where on earth Asha gone ? After Mira calmed down , she told us everything . There was a horrible thingy happened to Mira and Asha . Our headmaster scold them cause he thought that Mira and Asha skipped the school , but they wasn't . Asha's father came to the school and forced her to come back home , but she promised to Mira already that she'll sleep at her house on the night . Goshhh , pity Asha !

After minutes , Hazeem arrived in all of a sudden -.- So it was five of us . 2pm , we decided to go to the terminal , and Kamil reached about 10 minutes after . We took a bus and yeayyyy finally :D haha ! I felt so happy when we're in the bus , i kept talking and talking non-stop :D Hazeem was like 'durrrrrrrr -.-' haha . I was really excited and had being so hyper :D When the bus stopped , we can see the mall , Mira walked along with Hadi , Zariq , Faizer , Aqil and etc . I thought that she want to be together with them , so Atus , Wan , Kamil , Hazeem and me just straight to the food court without Mira . Kamil ate and we watched -.- And then , we headed to Snooker's . Still i was just looking at them , i'd begged them to give me play it just for one time , but they was like 'ahhhhh !' 'uhhhhhhh!' 'hmmmm' 'errrrrrrr' okay guysss -,- !

Suddenly , kamil's phone rang and it was Mira . So Atus picked it up and her face turned down after a moment . Mira was really angry because we left her behind . She said that she just want to go home and never look back again . So i was like 'goshhhhhhh -.-' Atus , Azwan and I rushed to find her , and we found her at food court with Hadi , Aqil , and Tasya . She ran away from us and we after her . We tried our best to persuade her but she's yelled back . And i was like 'okayyyyyyy ! whateverr -.-' Azwan still chased her . Atus and I gave up already and back to the Snooker . Told everything to Hazeem and Kamil , and they was like 'durrrrrh' When they finished the snooker , we headed to food court . We reached and Azwan said 'i want you guys ask her apologize' and i was like 'I was ! I did !' Hazeem and Kamil 'for whatttttt ? we've done nothing !' but everything settled down slowly , a little relieved of me when Mira calmed back . So we continued our gathering . LAUGHING GAS time baby :D !

This is crazy man ! It was only Mira and I who used it , and we're both laughed together extremely crazyyyyyyy . Many people looked at us , but we're hypnotized and kept laugh , laugh , laugh and laugh . Oh yeaaa , Zulfadhli and Hadi also right there , they was like :O haha . I tell you what , there was an unknown guy observed us . He looked like so stalker , his eyes never turned from us . I saw him make a call and stared at us . So i felt a lil suspicious , and 'runnnnnnnnnn' hoho . We safe and all the members gathered in front of F.O.S kids . Took pictures and had a fun time :) After all , we back to food court . Goshhh , food court , food court , food court , food court --__- ! No more else . I buy waffles , chocolate and peanut flavor , SCRUMDIDDLYUMPTIOUS :D ! haha . Hazeem , Azwan and Kamil begged me that waffles and i was like 'no ! no ! no ! -.-' haha i was just kidding them , i'm not that so cruel person , of course they got one slice of it :)

At 5pm , we're all headed to the bus stand , obviously we're homeyyyy :) goshhh , we waited the bus about hours ! you moron bussssss ! In U60 , there were only Mira , Azwan , Hazeem , Kamil and me left , Hazeem and Kamil has their own way so its just Mira , Azwan and I . Sent Mira to somewhere and we stopped by . Again , Laughing Gasss :D ! Actually , we're under the big tree . After moment , Mira decided to go home , and i tell you what :) ? Mira and Azwan hugginggggg ! omg , it's really sweet i must say , and kinda pathetic . I was like 'ohh myyyyyyy :)' ! haha . Also she'd hugging me tightly , said goobye and such thingy . So then , it was only Azwan and I . He sent me home and I WAS HOME :D That's for the dayyyy ! Tired but fun enough .

Miraaaa , we loves you . Really loves you !

When My Head Rolling Over And Over

Basically , i'm not school today without my dad's permission even he doesn't know it -.- I was really late today , awoke at 7 am and felt so sick . My head can't stop dizzying , well it's the effect of the laughing gas , serve you right ! goshhh . However , now i feel pretty good than before :) I hope i have the strong reason of why i didn't come to school today . Last night , my head was really really ached , i asked my lil brother to massage my head and then i fall asleep . It was damn ache i must said , like a big stone bumped onto your head , really ! But still i want the laughing gas tomorrow :P i think that if we sucks it often , we'll get used to it and nothing peculiar gonna happen to ourself , i guess :D so i'll suck it more often , hoho . Yes , i'm crazy enough . You know what , now only we can be like this , when we're big enough , we'll be mature and won't have something like this anymore , so enjoy your life now (:

Now , i'm missing all my friends , feel like I want to go to school now -,-

The Laughing Gas !

Haha , okay today i laughed like a crazeyy mannnnnnnn , i mean like soooooo crazy ! And i want to be like that more and again :D I tell you what , today we hang at Rejab -.- , yeahh haha . With Atus , Hazeem , Afiq , Wan , Kamil , Aiman , Baihaqi , Razman , Ariff , Adli and Zarith also there . After minutes , we went to somewhere(except Zarith) , a little quite port where we can use the laughing gas , actually it's more like a spray .

I think many guys out there knew what laughing gas is . Let me tell you how to use this thing . Spray the laughing gas in it cap and we need to suck it into our nose deeply , it smells good anyway :D Seconds later , you'll feel so dizzy and drunk . I walked like a drunken man and suddenly 'HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHA !' They all laughed along too . They can't stop themselves from laughing when I was like that . Atus doesn't try the laughing gas but still she laughed when she saw me like that , hahaha . I'm so happy ! I think , i was laughing about 15-20 seconds non-stop and extremely LOUD ! Could you imagine that :D ?

Before i leave the school , i want to use the laughing gas many times !

Koranggg :D Nak guna laughing gas jangan lupa panggil aku tau !

If The Jin Of Aladdin Could Fulfill My Wish Right Now

Whattttt ? Hoho yeahh . And what'll i wish for ? I wish someone could be right here by my side now and hug me tightly with some pieces of love in the heart , wahhhh :P . I d k , i think hug is my necessary now and i love being hug by someone :) Could you give me some hugs ? Imagine myself with someone doesn't cool enough , it's just SS(syok sendiri) =.=' , haha .

Hmm , i've been alone for ages and now i feel extremely lone i must say . However , i'm happy enough , i have my family and my friends :) The school life also the best thing in my life . I know some of you guys will say like 'errr , schoool ==' ?' But , when one day you leave your school , i bet you must really want it back , trust me :) The conclusion is , i needn't any special relation like what i dream of nowadays . Wake up Dyana ! That thingy just gonna give you so much troubles , oh yes it is . And now , i must take it off of my mind , just think about what you owns now , its all perfect , well not so perfect but urmm fine enough :) That's all guys , byee !

Thanks Daddy , I Love Youuu :D

Heyya guys :D ! this is what happened today , my dad came to school ! isn't it fun ? haha , no no no , it's not about fun or what , my dad came to settle some problems . If you guys had read 'It's Your Property , Not Mine' , you'll understand of what i'm talking about now .

So like i said , this Monday morning , i met her and tried to give her rm50 , but she refused it . She doesn't expect that i gonna pay her rm50 , so she was like angry and unsatisfied . She wanted me to meet her mother , so i was like 'and you also gonna meet my father' . So i rushed to call my dad and told him the truth , he decided to come and i was like 'thanks god!'

After the school , at quarter after 1pm , my dad stood outside the school already . I tell you what , when i came out from the gate , i saw someone scary me , is he my dad's bodyguard -,- ? He got a very thick mustache and worn a classic black glasses and completely bold --' a little surprised of me . i was like 'huhhhhhhh ?' and obviously i looked shock :O haha ! so we went to meet her and her mother still not around there , we waited about 15 minutes to 20 minutes -_- , it's quite a long time . Afiq approached my dad incorrectly way , he said 'hayy pakcik , saya kawan dyana :D' my dad doesn't like it and he was like 'urghh , cannot he respect me ?' hoho Afiq , you shouldn't do that . After minutes , i could see Aiman around there and he greeted my dad politely :) So my dad was like 'Aimannn :)' hahaha .

Her mother arrived and our parents discussed this thingy in a very proper way . At the end , they decided me to pay her rm50 and my dad added rm10 -.- haha , it's okay but only rm10 --' okayyyyyyyy :D her mother quite nice and gave a very good tolerance .

I just sooooo sorreeyyy , i really didn't mean it . And now , this matter SOLVED !

thanks God :)

The Bitches And Kids Nowadays

Okay , last friday i'd watched something humiliated and totally disaster !

Goshhh , they're young girls and looks innocent but urghh they're fighting like a dog and pig i must say -.- ! All the man muslims was on their way to go to mosque and they'd to watch that freaking shows . About ten to fifteen girls are gathering at one place with their school attire . All the girls are form 1 to form 3 , they're juniors ! I don't know what on earth they're thinks who they are , feels like they're big enough or so brutal and everyone will scared to them =.=' oh whatever ! Scratching , pulling the hair , kicked ass , smack down and more like a WWF's show on thursday at tv3 , blerghhhh ! They're embarrassing i must say . It's Friday where people always said is a good day plus it's the day of man muslims to fulfill their worship . Ya Allahhh ! They're really horrible and disaster .

I'm Gonna Move Out

Oh yes i am . I'm Gonna Move Out . I don't have the heart to leave them but i have to . Amira will be here only about one week , and i ? probably two weeks more . Pity Atus , she has no one now and i can do nothing . Lately , Mira and I who always near by Atus , we always together , and now we have to leave her . Atus looks so gloomy nowadays , i always try to make her laugh , kidding her , oh yeah she laughed but still inside she hurts because of , urm i shouldn't tell you guys , it's a privacy thingy :)

FYI , i'll move out to a boarding school . My mom said it's the place for Selangor's athlete and they might be quite rough typical i guess . Still i remember my mom said to me 'don't you be bossy right there , be humble !' so i was like 'mamaaaaaaa -.- unfortunately , i'll be the victim of the bully case right there ! goshhhh' so my mom just keep silent . It's SMK SEKSYEN 11 , SHAH ALAM , not too far away but i feel far enough from my lovely friends at smk pu 1 . I've got a lot of friends right here and i love them but like i said , i can do nothing . Maybe i can always think and dream of when will be the reunion happen finally ? But still i also feel excited because curiously i want to feel how's and what's exactly the life of boarding school .

however it is , i'll never ever ever forget about my friends because i love them so much

The Second Confession

Still i remember last year , i'm the one who planned for CONFESSION but nowadays , they took over ! Since i'm not talked to Aleeyn , they had to make it right . Exactly to unite the broken relationships between us and it works :)

Let me explain you guys what is a confession to us .

Its all about we need to express what is exactly we feels to them . Is there anything you don't like ? is there someone in the group you pissed off with ? You need to tell all the truth things no matter how bad it is . And everyone must get ready to hear that bad things , it'll definitely hurt your feelings but it'll make you better , really (: There'll be tears , mad , arguing , pressure and etc . but after all , we'll have a new life , a new begin . and all of us will keep on smiling and laughing together . We just like a family , and they're my second family :D We've been friends from we're form 1 and i hope it last forever .

The source of the problems came from that girl . On the confession , i mention that i hate her many times . look , i shouldn't do that , its too much but hmmm i d k how to describe this . You'll know how horrid this thing if you're with her , wanna have some try :) ?

I missed Aleeyn so much ! Like a hell ! And i felt relieve when she came back (: My life had been completely awkward before , but now i feel comfort and relieved :D and i loves her .

Our Group has - Me , Atus , Aleeyn , Amira , Nazirah , Ezza , Mahirah , Nabb , Nina , Anis .

They're all mean so much to me

It's Your Property , Not Mine

'Please take care of my watch , can you :) ?'

and i said 'aaa , okaykay'

After minutes , i realized the watch wasn't in my pocket anymore :O ! Goshhhh , i looked for it in everywhere like so crazy ! It's belong to her , it's her property . Of course i'm scared but i can do nothing , it's missing already -,- So i came to her and told her about her watch , asked for apologizes and i found that she cried . I ask Atus what should i do now ? what can i do ? what must i do ? Atus said 'gantilahhh , you need to be responsible' so i was like 'ohh okayy , whatever it takes'

so when i was home , i told everything to my dad and he said that it wasn't my fault at all , so he advice me to not to pay anything . Plus she want me to pay it rm100 , goshhh ! and hell yeah , it's cost rm169 , i thought i could pay her rm50 enough . But seemed like she felt unsatisfied with the price , so i suppose to pay it rm100 . I had ask this thingy to many people around me , all of them said that i shouldn't pay her even rm1 , so i was like 'reallyyyyyy ?' they said because she gave me the trusted and she's the one who need to take the risk of . More , it is her property so she should take care of it herself and it's expensive !

after i think this thingy properly , i'll pay her only rm50 , they're truth ! its not worth to pay her that much . so , i decided this monday morning , i'll meet her and give her rm50 :) almost solved !

Torture The Kids

'Now i want you guys to do a frog-jump from there to here 3 times , NOW !'

or

'sing me Negaraku's song loudly till everybody hear you'

or

'dance a silly dance for me'

or

'sing me a romantic song , nicely'

or more and more and more .

I can do anything i want , i have the power :D ! haha yeahh , its happened on explorace's english week , it was really fun ! i'm the facilitator , so i can do anything i want as long as no one get killed ! it was completely hilarious i must say and all the participants got silly that time . Eventhough my spot wasn't their checkpoint , i'll admit it and bully them first , after i felt satisfied , i'll heartlessly said that they're in wrong checkpoint and laughed like 'hahahaha , serve you right !' How cruel i am ! they was like 'whattttttttt :( ?' hehe :D

I helped the leader to prepare the foods or poisons :) ! I tell you what , we put Wasabi on the top of cupcakes , the color is green and it looks like a delicious cream . Goshhh , i couldn't imagine how they eat those pretty cupcakes , it must be like 'blerghhhh' . I'd try a little of Wasabi , too little ! And after hours , i could felt my stomach hot like a boil water --' Now you imagine the participants , they must eat its in a big of amount (: Wooooooooo :O ! haha

Also we had a real frogs for the participants . You know what , the participants need to race the frogs . Frankly , FROG IS MY PHOBIA --' ! luckily that spot isn't my spot to take care of , phewww :D !

We also play the water ! Those who got the penalty , will completely wringing wet after all . The facilitators would pour the water exactly on their faces . Some of them will drawn and hard to breath , it's okay (: still they're alive haha .

however , something unfortunate and unavoidable happened to me --' look up

When The Boy Wore 'Kain Batik'

Ahaaa , yeahh . Okay , actually it happened on two weeks ago , but still it stick on my mind because it was really SILLY . The friend of mine Faqeh , he did something unpredictable and he's a brave man i must say , haha .

Like the usuals , i'll wait for Atus to go back together , so i stand at the library . Suddenly , i could sense everybody right there chuckles and giggles , so then i was looking for the reason of . Turned my head to the right , no one . Turned to the left and i was like 'aaaaaaaaaaaa :O' and then extremely laughed ! OMG , it's a FREAK view i've ever seen . He wore that 'kain batik' just like our nanny or gramma always do , it was really NASTY , oh godddd . And unforgotten that his expression was completely like no feelings or poker face --'

me : faqehhh , what is happening ? why are you so fancy today ?

faqeh : my trousers was torn when i was playing ping pong =,=

me : whattt ? haha . so whose kain batik is this ?

faqeh : my mother :D

I walked along with him , haha . All the peeps are looking at him of course . Then he did something that would make your eyes like O-O , haha . He pitched a little of the 'kain batik' at his penis and pull it out , i mean the 'kain batik' . So it was like he had sunat or khatan on that time ! Obviously , the peeps will says 'he is big enough . Why only now he make it ?' HOHO

Daddy , I'll Keep Your Secret , PROMISE :D !

Wahhh , this is so funny ! I laughed so much till my stomach ache , till my jaw pain , i couldn't stop laughing last night , really .

Okay , yesterday my dad had a fishing with my little brothers at somewhere , i d k where . He went on Friday night and was home on Saturday evening , it's quite a long time so i bet he must bring back a lot of fishes too . Oh yes , he was :D All of the fishes were big enough and looks delicious ;) we're so happy ! I still remember when my dad got home , he called me vigorously and shown me the fish and he was like 'look , look , look ! what has i got :D' so i was like 'wooooooo :O' haha . My parents then , cooked all the fishes , and we ate together . As i said , it's delicious :)

So last night , hahahahaha . When my dad wasn't at home , my brother came to me and tell me something , something very funny and i was like 'hahhhhh ? wahahahaha' and he begged me to not to tell anyone :P haha

Guess what ? Actually , my dad doesn't got any fishes at all , absolutely got nothing ! but what about the fishes that i ate yesterday ? Nahhhhh , he buy its from PASAR , i repeat PASAR --' ! No wonder the fish wasn't that smelly like it suppose to . No wonder the fish looks very fresh ! so , when my dad was home last night , i looked at him and grinning like :D and chuckles . He was like 'whatttttttt =.= ?' , so i said 'daddy , i'll keep your secret , PROMISE :D !' and he put his finger on his lips and sounds like 'shhhhtttt' hahaha

IT IS NOT A SECRET ANYMORE !

Don't blame me , i'm not a good secret-keeper :D

*chuckles*

APRIL FOOL BABY :D !

hahahaha , so today , i fooled two peoples :) atus and fazana !

Atus - ''atusss , why your kain is koyakkk :O ?'' and she was like ''haaa , really ?'' and checking her uniform vigorously , then i shouted ''APRIL FOOL'' , i laughed and she pitched my arm , auchhh ! and still i'm laughing like hahahahahahhahahhaha :D

fazana - she was eagerly asked me to come to shah alam this week and minutes ago , she texted me ''kak nana , datang kan kan kan :D'' so i replied ''takkkkk ! tak nak !'' and she was ''ALAAAAAAAAAAA WHY :'( ?'' and i said ''malas ahh --'" then ''hmm :'('' haha , it was the right time to shout it out ''APRIL FOOL BABYYYY :D hahaha'' and she was eeeeeeee , jahattt :P hehe

its not a big foolishness , but enough to make me laugh :)

Is It My Fault ?

hiya guyss :) i'm doing fine , but nowadays the environments are very awkward . Something wrong goes somewhere , and i d k how to fix this thingy --' somehow it was my fault but not at one hundred percent ! the situation makes me felt terrible . . .

first of all , i would like to tell you guys that i really hate any of the BACK-STABBERS like a million hates to them ! so here , i should start my story . I'd try to be a good friend to all my friends , i cares the all of them but not to AN because she was in the list of the BACK-STABBERS . Yeah , fyi , she stabbed her own friend which also my best friend AL . I loves AL sooooo much , we've been a good-friend for ages and i bet she knew me very well , she knew who i am , she knew the way i am , she knew my behaves , she knew everything about me and so do i . I always try to protect this girl AL from being stab by that bitch AN .

I still remember when AN talked shit about AL and i was like FUCK OFF YOU BIATCH ! She was HEARTLESS i must say . How dare she talked shit about AL in front of all of us(me , atus , ezza , nazirah , nabb and more ) Hey ! AL is your best friend , how could you ? She told all the bad things about AL and for sure that AL was very ashamed , oh goshhhh ! I couldn't stay still , so i stand to make it right . AL had done nothing about this , she was just quiet and took no action . And what a freak , still she treats her as well as before and i was like whattttt ! How stupid you are ! i'm sorry , but AL , yes you're quiet stupid because you just let it be . So i was being so protective to AL and always try to get rid AN from our group , but she was like a very-sticky-and-strong-glue . I always try to make her felt ashamed but she wasn't . I had done many devil thingy to her but she acted that nothing happened and i was like urgggghhhh --' !

Until last week , when AL came to me and sound me back ! She said as if i had done something wrong and she protected that MORON BITCH -,- ! Hmmh , i'm the one who might be wrong but i just want to protect her . *sigh* And from that on , i'd never talked to AN even AL . I felt unappreciated and hurts like awwwhh :( ! Also i hope that AL could come to me and discuss this thingy properly but she haven't and shown that she was not interesting to heal our relation . Obviously she have an enormous-good-and-best-friend in her life now so she doesn't need me at all . And i should back off from her life i guess . No worries , sooner or later i'll gone from your place AL and you will be happy then .