Who's And Where's My Mr. Right Huh ?

How should i know guys ? it's a freaking saying right ? Well , i know it was ! but somehow , things are different now for real ;) You can read my some speeches on the right side of this blog , i'd high-lighten some sentences for you to read it up . Something that we'd never think that this will happen ! This is a new me , hope you like it . Well , i'm not regret when i was nagging about some-jerk-of-boys but i'm totally regret because i'd gave up to have any of more relation with other boys , i shouldn't so ! Everything had twisted when i met my babe , Nina :)

Okay basically , on that day we're having our study-group as the exam really push us in like a hell --' Of course Atus joined ! So it was three of us . It was hilarious i must say , i missed Nina so much since we haven't hang around together just like that , i missed my time with her :) So after Atus got back , Nina and I sat along at the park together , just for minutes before it's dawn . Nina keep telling me about his beloved boyfie and yeah , it makes me like 'goshhh , when could i be like 'em ?' Nina such a genius conversationalist on that very moment , she'd begun to say something like 'you know what ? you're deserve to get someone in your life , you shouldn't stay still like this . Never give up to find your Mr. Right ! I have never surrender to find 'em .' i was like 'realllyyy ?' she began to convince about everything . And i have told her everything that happened on me , when i was being jerk by someone , how was i've been cheated and how cruel they are , they who'd hurt me :( Not only that , i also told her how despair i am to have any of more this relation thingy with guys --' She then motivated me , and told me that its all are totally wrong and mistaken . She said 'nana , no matter how awful you've been cheated and you'll be cheated , you've to find your Mr.Right , you'll be pretty fine when only you find him . You should give a chance to the others , one of them might be that Mr.Right !' She's true right ?

After all , i decided to ask the apologize to whom i had hurt to . I'd text Syafiq , Shazreen , Iman(i don't get any delivery report) . Apish ? NO , not at all . Hm , R ? Absolutely not . I was try to recall all of 'em but i've just got a lil of 'em . So Syafiq's reaction was like 'heyyy , why all of a sudden ?' so was Shazreen . I then told 'em all the things and they was like 'ohh good . you're now realize it !'

Guyss , is it fine when i turn like this ? Or should i keep be my lame personality ? Haha

Thanks a bunch to Nina anyway .

Well , i've got a mission guysss !

LOOKING FOR MY MR.RIGHT , HEY YOU , COME TO ME !

Lets Ignore That EXAMINATION Post --'

yeah pleaseeee , just don't look at it --' ! lately , i feel so tired and tense with all the things . I tell you what , i was struggling like a dammmmnnn to study all the thingy and somehow the results are really worst and worthless . I felt like so bad and would like to choke myself ! So now then , i don't really want to have the study thingy , WHITE FLAG FOR YOU ! goshhhh -.- i've been so idiot because i stay up late on the night till it was 4.30am just for studying ! crazy isn't it ? The day after , i couldn't use my hand to write the answers , i'm so tired and tired -___-' that's all .

EXAMINATION

GONNA AWAY FOR TWO WEEKS ;)

do you hear me ?

i'm AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY !

look at me , i'm struggling with my study to get score in exam , wish me luck guys .

GOODBYE EVERYONE , i'll get you surprise after two weeks .

She Doesn't Even Deserve To Be Respected

It's been long since i update my blog , i'm sorry , there's something unavoidable . I admit that so many thingy happens to me and i couldn't tell everything to you guyss , the stories will never die . I mean , it's so much ! and somehow i forgot a little of it -,-'

HOWEVER and WHATEVER it is , i do have an issue that happened on Teachers' Day . Goshhh , you know what , i've got a lot of pictures with my friends on that day , but all of it was unintentionally FORMAT , then all of the pictures disappeared like a magic do ! i was a lil bit upset but i can do nothing though . so let it be ! Well , teachers' day kinda hilarious day for me because i had a very fun time with all my friends :)

Okay guys , i didn't wrote my post title with no reason , actually i'm gonna tell you guys about this such annoyed prefect , and she's a girl . She felt that she's powerful so then she can say anything she likes ! Oh yes , maybe she can be like that to anyone else , but not me -.-'' ! It's my fault to stay in the class while actually it's forbidden , and it's her responsibility to get rid all the students from being in the class . I really get it ! BUT , ahaaa , she should be polite to anyone no matter who they are , right ? Even in the football game , you can't say something insulting to your opponent or you'll get red card if i'm not mistaken .

Okay , i was in the class with Atus , Wan and Razman :) Had some chats , and laugh altogether . Suddenly , a girl with prefect costume came in and yelled out -____-' ! She was like 'get out from the class now !' i was like 'hey chill , we do nothing here !' then she said 'what if the belonging properties stolen by you guys huh ?' so then all of us except her looking around and made a weird face because you know what , there's nothing in the class except the chairs , the desks and you know all the furnitures . And how strange we are if we ever think , that very rot furnitures are attractive to steal . Razman made a joke like 'hahaha , yeah right ! i don't have a chair or desk or fan or that white board in my house , so i'm gonna take everything here for my very poor house !' so all of us laugh out loud :D That prefect's nose like kembang kuncup and stared at us like she want to eat us , HELPPPP ! haha . However , we pack all the things and gonna get out from . But she then like 'heyyy QUICKLY ! terhegeh hegeh !' Azwan then felt so annoy with her and said 'are you muslim ?' she replied 'YES I AM' so Azwan said again 'so please be patient because Islam is about a patient' I think she doesn't accept what is the fact and she accused us like 'heyy , and you guys are muslims but could done something idiot like this !' hohhhhh :O ! watta heck ! i was like 'hey hey heyyy ! mind your tongue , don't BE RUDE !' she answered me and we had a lil fight . Errrrrr , she's so not cool --' !

Worked-Out With Jass Nuur Farah Farzana :)

haha , heya guys :) as usuals , on weekend , Mama will pick us to her house at Shah Alam :) Also my house though . Fazana got a lil problems and she felt so dipressed and tension . To get rid it , we've some worked-out and you know , it's tired but fun ! It was at Tasik Section 7 Shah Alam , near by my house :) Mama sent us and she hang with my lil brother :)

Okay , something silly happened and it's the most unfair thingy happened to us --' ! Guess what ? While we on the run together slowlyyyyyyy , there was a guy came by and he was like 'why so slow ? come onnnnn !' i felt a lil challenge with his saying , so i was like 'you must see this !' Fazana and I speed it out and after a while we can't stand it anymore , like pancittttttt --' . And then , we could saw he speed and over us , and on that moment , we can see his very shirt wrote like LARIAN MRSM , PERAK --' ! No wonder lah kannnnnn , errrr =.=' !

Stay at the spot until it was 7.45 because the ice-blanded took a so much time to shrink up . So , we took so many photos , and i chose that(above) to show to you guyss , hope you like it :) ! I wish mama will bring us again to the spot tomorrow morning :) , wish it for me !

The Major Issues About This Very Hypocrite Guy

eeeeeyaaaaahhh ! waaaachaaaaaaaaa !

if i could hit him just like that --' , grrrr !

okay basically on this day(look at the date) , accidentally i met Memey and watta heck --' Pika also there . Actually , Atus and I went to IOI to buy my stationery since the exam is very around the corner and i lack my tools :) While we near by with KFC , and when i looked a round , i could saw Memey with two more people , i d k who they're at first . But suddenly when Memey realized that i was there , she shouted like 'dyanaaaaaa ! pika kat siniiii , pika kat siniii' i was like 'huhhhhhhh :O oh noooooo' i could run away from them but Atus being supportive with me and i've got some spirit to meet 'em . I was like 'errr hayy' , i felt so uncomfortable when i was there , nervous , hatred , shocked etc --' and one them was a boy , i forgot his name .

Well , Pika was actually the ex-girlfriend of my ex-boyfriend Apishh -.-' i tell you what , he's the most brilliant cheater i've ever meet in my life and very player , i'm telling you the truth guysss , i don't and won't lie at all . Everything is the real fact !

So , after a moment i could control myself and can relax :) Pika and I have some chat-bag about Apish , OF COURSE ! Everything's revealed finally , and i felt so silly and annoyed ! i really want to scream out like 'aaaaarggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh !' and shout this 'FUCKKK OFF YOU MORONNNN !' How dare he was ? However , i didn't show 'em my angry-ness , thanks god ! I can control myself :) Pika asked me to join her to have a fight with Ipoh's folk , and i won't ! buttttt , i love to have a fight with Apish ! I said to Pika 'Heyy , what if we gather all of the girls and beat him up ?' she was like 'jommm :D !' I really want to smack on his very face , and kick on his penis , i bet it would make me so happy and peace :) Apishh , do you wanna feel it ;) ? Come onnn , it must be so hilarious , RIGHT ?!

However guyss , it's just simply happen if i keep obedient on my very angry feelings . I WON'T , okay Apishh ? no worries ehh :) It's not because i'm coward , but some of the time , we need to be professional , and thinking right on the matter , isn't it :) ? I'll get nothing if i beat him up , it's just useless . I willlllllll LET HIM BE ! and he need to remember that the world kinda like a wheel which has their ups and downs , i bet one day you'll get the pay-back , and i'll just bloody :) .

APISH - YOU SUCK !

We'll Never Afraid With The Rain

So at this very day , Atus and I was really soak and wet because we'd through the rain , it's so cold i must say ! At first , the weather wasn't that bad , it's just very fine :) but after then the weather looked so cloud --' I tell you what ? Hazeem also there , we hang at Rejab , had our lunch and then Hazeem went to Ariff's house while the weather still not in a good condition and he walked by himself , i felt a lil worry . But he's a man right (: ? No worries then :D

Minutes after , we both decided to buy some water at seven-eleven but somehow when we through the cyber cafe , i was like 'weyyyy jom sini :D ?' and she was like 'no no nooooo --' !' however i wasn't bother her and just went in :D haha , nak tak nakk she must follow me :) , aite ? haha . After hour , we go back to the school , and hell yeah , it was raining on that moment ! we both was freezing and shivering --' goshhh !

Buttttt :D we're very fun on that day , and it's the sweetest memory i ever had with her :)

I LOVE YOU ATUS

The Old Love Story

okay haha , today i have some issues to tell you guys (: it was hilarious and silly ! basically , today as usuals , i hang around with atus of course and 4 sc 5's student even i'm not one of 'em , they're sporting , enjoyable and fun :D that's why i keep join along with 'em .

afiq and i used to be a couple once , but not anymore . and still we're friends now (: All my buddies knew about this , and they always keep asking about us , i mean like they're curious about our story , how can we fallen in love ? at first , i felt so shame and shy to tell 'em , however afiq was like 'come onnn , nothing to embarrassed of' so i was like 'errr -.- okay lahh' haha so then , the story had begun ! i tell 'em the crisis that had happened between us , and how sweet we are . He still remember the letter i gave to him , i wrote something about the unsatisfied in our relationship , i cried because he'd hurt me . Afiq said that he still keep the letter safely in his box perhaps :) hahaha . I was reluctantly pretend that i wasn't remember about the letter , and he want to proof it , i was like 'okay okay okay , i remember -.- !' hoho , please enough , don't add more my shyness . All of 'em was oohed and aahed , and i felt so shy . However , it was past already , and i take it as our memories (: It was precious and invaluable ! that's what happened today :D bayyeee !

Bukit Bintang , Kuala Lumpur , Malaysia

This is where people go , right :) ? Well , its smells good right there , i love the air , the environment . Crowds with teens , adults , kids and also foreigns . This is where people want to do some varieties thingy like gathering , meeting place , dating of course . It's like a heaven to us , i guess . I felt release and relieve when i was there ,

IT USED TO BE A BEGINNING IN MY LIFE(only several people really know of what is exactly i'm talking about)

Mama , I REALLY LOVES YOU !

She's willing to do anything for my goodness . Sometimes we had fight , but it'll never changes anything . No matter what , she's my mother and i love her ! Mama , happy mother's day . I always think of you :) I wish you're healthy and happy always , and haha , get rich sooner !

i love youuu ;) xoxo

I Miss You Man !

Okay , lets just call him RH . Basically we'd never contact for ages and i knew we won't because of the past crisis thingy that happened between us . I d k who's totally wrong ! It might be him , it might be me , too . Everything's complicated ! I swore to my dad that i'll never have any of more relation with this guy , and so i have to make myself . But still i can't forget him , durrrh ! This is girl's weakness , they took so much times in forgetting their ex-bf , just like me . Look , i suppose to try harder to forget him instead write about him in this blog --' but guys , there's nothing wrong if sometime(just sometime) we recall back the memories , aite ? First time i met him when i was 15 . We met at Sunway Pyramid and it's also our second date's place . Nothing special's happened but i felt like it was the sweetest date i ever had in my life , yet . He's so tall and handsome ! I miss his romantic voice while we otp . Unforgotten the way he begged me to meet him , he was like 'pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee , i really want to meet you ! please honey pleaseeeeeee !' and i was like 'heheeeee' . The way he sulks was so cute and such pity . Oh goshhhhh , i can't get enough about him -_______-'

However , he's a jerk , i mean like soooooo jerk . But on that moment , i don't even care because i was also a jerk , so it was fair right ? We're just scandal and he have a girlfriend already . But i'm single that time , so i'm not that so evil ;) don't worry ! He was like my , urmm haha , SUGAR BABY :D hoho . Yeah he was . He's the one who flirting , not me ! So i was like 'so what ? he's handsome and he's hot , there's no proper reasons to not catch him , right :D ?' haha .

Okay okay , enough ! I miss him , though . But i'll try the best of my best to forget him , wish me luck in forgetting this guy ;) !

Remember !

MOTHER'S DAY IS AROUND THE

CORNER ! AND I WONDERING

WHAT PRESENT SHOULD

I

GIVE TO MY MOTHER .

HUG AND KISSES :) ?

Fever's Season

I'm pretty drowsy now and my eyes is like = =' . Guess what , nowadays the amount of student whom absent in my class increases and my class was like pretty peace and quite , obviously they didn't came to because of illness , i guess . My little brother got flu , my littler brother got cough , my littlest brother got fever and i ? I got fever plus flu plus cough plus headache and totally sick ! But still i can carry on my blog :D

This weekend , mama didn't pick us to shah alam because she's now at Port Dickson to do her job . So today my dad had plan to bring us to his new house and we need to work it on . I bet it would be so tiring

-_____-'

Daddy needs some bloody helps and I'm bloody sick , though . My mood always get changes nowadays -.- i tell you what , i burst to temper with my lil brother and he was like :( sobs sobs . Goshhhh --' ! Wish me get better sooner , i hate being like this . I need some rest now , bayyyee !

I Can't Wait It Anymoree !

I can't wait to get in the boarding school . Look , i'm really sad and feels so hard to leave my friends , but at the same time , i feels excited to get in . I could sense the happiness right there , urmmhh i hope so . I've been so troubles in this place , the family , the friends . Everything's burdened . More , i couldn't focus on my studies if i keep hang around , online , chatting etc . Well , it's not a proper reasons , it's all about myself , i'm the one who can fix it . It's all depends on you whether you want to enjoy or study . And i'm powerless to keep myself studying , i always get lazy . The problems or troubles thingy increases days by days . I really know , it's not that i'll not has any troubles or problems if i gone to the new place , but i want a new begin , a new starting , and i hope it'll get better :)

You know what , days ago , i had a big fought with my friend . I d k , i tried my best to get better with him , but seemed like egoistically he won't cure our relation , yeeee-es , he's ego ! Besides , its not my fault at all . But still i'd ask apologize , and he don't bother at all though , so i was like 'fineeeeeeee ! grr' I'll leave this school and stop worrying this matter , aite ? Nowadays , when i see him , i'll just look straight and rather to do anything to avoid myself from confront himself . But somehow , accidentally we bumped and i can do nothing . I realized that he look at me but you know what ? I'll not look at him until he come to face me and maybe he suppose to make some slow-talk with me , right ? Now is his turn , i can still wait you before i leave ! So my friend , still you have some time .

FYI , my daddy had sent already my change school's letter to the office , so it'll be sooner :) I have probably one week more here , then i'll go .

Eat , Drink And Be Merry , For Tomorrow We Diet

Hell , nice quote huh ? Guys , guess what ? those saying only make your life become misery instead lead you to be happy -.- Now , i'm worrying on myself , i'm quite fatty now urghhh ! I can't control my desires to eat eat eat and eat , i did try , but i can't . You know what it feels like ? when I see some delicious snacks , i won't stay still , always say like 'take it take it ! you'll be regret if you don't taste that so tasty food' goshhhh ! it's the terrifying of me . I really can't control myself , really am . What should i do huh ? Easily , i get tired . Easily , i feel warm and hot then sweating . Always in drowsy . Hardly to stand up in a long time , i'll feel my leg lethargic . And mostly , i really felt so lazy . Becauseee , i'm afraid to say this :( Come closer your ear , let me hisses you , 'haaaaayem stoooodgy , haaaaayemm faaaattyyy!' -_________-''

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO-OWWW !

Lost Without Her

'Nanaaa , i can't live without her' . 'Nanaaa , whom'll pitch my arm ? whom'll make me laugh ?' . 'I'm crying now nana , i miss her like a bad' Guess what ? I got a lot of texts just like that . Everyone bloody thinking about her now , and they won't stop . SO DO I :( Guys , take a look at that photo , a girl in the train sobbing and tearing while she on her way to go away from home . Just like Miraa !

Since she'd gone , everyone lost their control . I couldn't imagine hows her condition now , she is far far away from here , she must be extremely sad and gloom . I can't bear it when Mira said 'guyss , please take me back . I can't stand it anymore , i miss you guys so muchhh . Pleaseeeeeeee !' Miraaa , take good care of yourself Miraa , you have to move on . It's not like the end of the world ! If we're meant to be , i bet that we'll meet again no matter what ! Come on Miraaa , be strong , be tough . I know that you're the most brave person i've ever known in my life , and now , you've through this thingy daringly . There's nothing to be scare , all of us will never ever ever forget you , you're always in our hearts . The memories will never fade , trust me !

We loves you Mira