Hey Girl , Smile And Laugh To The World .

It's ain't a right place though . I was so much tired yesterday as i have no sleep and didn't eat anything even a little of bites . Okay , on the old post , i'd mention that mama will bring me to Malacca and somehow it wasn't . I'm having a vacation right now but i'm not in Malacca and currently now i'm in such-a-pretty-little-bored-but-peace-place :) It really was on last minutes when mama abort the plan about having a holiday trip in Malacca and we was like ''ouhhhhhhhhhhh :'|'' Mama said , the hotel that we should stay in Malacca was full of registered already and mama found this little place as the replacement . Well , this place featuring some villages style and many some sorts of activities we have done and we'll do . As i said , i was so much tired yesterday-we was fishing and fly the kites . I'm not that feeling of joyful with all this thingy and i rather just looked at them with my hands keep clicking on capture button of camera . I felt sorry to the receptionist for not being friendly with them and even difficult to give them a pretty smiles though , i was just not in the mood .

Around 7 pm we went back to our homestay and that was what i really wanted ! Got out from the car and ran quickly into the house and vigorously BUMMMMM on the bed ! Then only i felt that i'm alive . Since i do  not have phone right now , i took mama's and use the gprs web and logged in fb . Was updating some status and logged out . I took my bath and then i slept like a log . Oh it was at 8 pm , too much earlyyyy ! And now is 4 am , i was awake at 3 am and found that everybody is in their sleeping , until nowww . Here , they don't have the WiFi and luckily Aunt Zainah bring together her broadband and i'm using it right now . Mama didn't use and subscribe any broadband bcs at home , we got free WiFi and the best thing is , the line is so smooth and fast :) So , why should mama waste again with broadband ?

Well soon at 9 am , i will have something that i've been waiting for :) Mencanting Batik :D ! That's what i want from the began , i really am ! It's not that only mencanting batik we'll do here but it'll be more and mencanting batik is just all i wanted . Errr i'm kinda sleepy right now and i feel like wanna have a little nap . Byeeeee :) i'll tell more about this thingy later .

What Have You Learned About Love ? ♥♥♥

It should be fun ! I think people take relationships a little too serious ;  sometimes they forget that it's supposed to be something that they enjoy . It becomes a little too serious , and some people miss out on the good things . If you want to have a boyfriend , make sure that he's making you laugh all the time ♥ 
because that's what it's all about .

Rihanna's little sayinggg :)

♥♥♥♥♥

Dare to be different . Don't afraid to be yourself just because you're not everybody else in class . If you want to dye your hair green and that's what makes you happy , then dye your hair green , no matter what people might say about it . Not everybody is going to like you , that's the world we live in , that's reality . So when you're 50-years-old and you look back on your life , you want t o know that you lived it for you and not for other people .

Rihanna's little saying

Can I Tell Everything ?

hey pals :'D it's 3.42 am here to be exact and still it's too much early to me . At this very moment , i'm listening to Rihanna's songs :) No matter it's the old ones or the new ones , all her songs are totally fascinated me . Fyi , i'm so into Rihanna , well i know she's too in iluminati or freemason thingy , but i just love the way she is . But no way i follow her ways , and still i'm anti freemason and iluminati , it's bloody pervert , totally ! And i'm Muslim , i suppose to know what's right and what's wrong , unlike some of the kids nowadays , did that triangle symbol and even shown it on their social webs where everyone can definitely see it , watta heck doee , they're all knows what's that triangle but still they did it . They ain't respect and love their religion . Alright , end with it , i love Rihanna's voice and i started to like her when i read her articles in Cleo Magazine , she told her stories about her past relationship thingy with you-know-who and she's really tough in healing her broken heart . The best thing is , her little quotes saying i must say . I took some of them and wrote it on my diary book , oh yeahhh , instead i have a blog , still i got my diary book where i can write everything that i can't here . It's idiot if i write all my secrets here , am i right ? And i ain't that idiot HAHA

Well urm , momma promised me to bring me to Malacca on this 27th and 28th , it's a holiday trip of course :) I can't wait for it and i bet there'll be so much fun :D Ah-hurmmm , i really don't mind if it's local or what , still we can get hilarious there , it's enough to be . Nowadayssss , i feel so happy and love my family here , Momma , Adik Abang and Irfan . Especially when we all laughs everyday bcs of some sorts of funny and jokes thingy happened around us . We're all always have a fun chats and talks which lead to the so hearty laughing :) I'd never feel something like this before , we can say anything we wants but still we didn't crossed the line . We loves and respect our mom :')

Like hours ago , i made something silly to my brother . We want to eat Nata De Coco which is pineapple's sweet flavor , but then it's hard to open up the plastic that covered on the top of the container . I said to him "A BIG GOOD LUCK DUDE ! tell me when you're done with it :D" and then i ran to the living room and lay my body on the cushion , i felt soooo relax . He was likeee "kurang ajar punya kakak --' !" HAHAHHAHA no matter what , he would open it up since he's too want to eat that delicious jelly foods :) i'm so true ! He make it and without guilt , i came near by him and took some of it :D BULLY ? ahhhhh , whatever you wanna say pals :') !

Dammit ! -_____________-' i'm so hungryyyy now . Grrr , guysss , i suppose i done now , see later aite :) bayeeeeee . Oh yeahh , i'll write Rihanna's little quotes saying here , i will kay , byeee

Everything Will Be Okay

 I hope this can describe what i was felt for today

Chill Dude , We're Still So Young

Lets call him D . I tell you what , i know him through fb and he's the one who was greeted me at first . I d k him , but then i stalked on his profile , the tagged photos and all the such thingy on fb , and then i found that he's my mom's friend's son . I was like okayyyyyy and tend to be nice with him and make him as a good friend of mine , not more than that exactly . I told my mom about him , of course . My mom know him and she was happy to know that D and i befriend nowadays . He asked me for my phone number and i was think it twice to give him my number or not . I always been like this peeps , i won't easily give my phone number to anyone . I'll ask them the real  reasons of taking my phone number , for the first of all . However , i gave it to him bcs i think it's good to be friends with him as he's got a lil connection with the people in my life . 

Somehow , he always tend to say something like i love you and call me sayang baby darling thingy --' i don't like it blergh and i told him so but he acted like i was spoke in alien's language -_________-' pretended that he didn't get with what i said . It's not a big deal though , i was like ''okay fine , up to youuuu !'' We'd some texts and a few calls , but then it was getting rare bcs he was busy with his job . And i didn't mind it :)

Once a day , he was propose me . Yes he was . But then , i asked for him some times for me to think about it properly , it's something regular if we got this serious matter aite ? I mean we need some times , indeed . And bluntly that i don't have any such feelings towards him , i considered him as a friend of mine , like a normal friend and surely not more than that . So when the time has come , i told him that i've no feelings towards him and it can't be accepted . And i said that maybe one day , not now though as we just known each other for a short time being . PLUS , i'm tired being jerk by boys , totally . That's why it's hard to me to accept any boy in my life with that easyyyyy , you'll be so hard dude . I still remember what was Nina told me , but i think i should stop and have a break for some times . Lets just be single and be merryyyy :D aite ? haha

Oh guys , still i remember , i've ever asked D if he ready or not to have that couple thingy with me ? Bcs you know though , many troubles and much crisis will occurs in this relationship . Don't get me wrong people , the 'ready' word i used in the question to him bcssss , he'd never been couple with anyone before . He want me to be the first . And he said that ''i'm too , wanna feel being love by someone'' ohh it sounds pathetic but i can't do anything . I don't love him , i don't like him . And then , he was frustrated on me and i can feel now that he is trying to forget about me at all . Well , that is something good unlike some other guys will not find a better way out instead bring out their futile feelings . But still i want to be friends with him and i'll give him a space in forgetting me away and take off his tough feelings . When he really healed , it's good to make a friend again with him , i guess :) 

Oh goshhhhh , my stomach is singing heartily right now --' but i couldn't help with it since it's too late now to have some foods . So , goodnight everyoneeeee :)

Knowing Him Was The BIG Mistaken I Have Done , Seriously

Hell Yes :) Luckily i'd made some steps and outta from his life . I tell you what , this man is fucking a bloody jerk and i wish he would be jerked by someone for someday . *Sighhh !* I don't know guys , i d k why i'm so bad luck , i mean , every men that lead me into a relationship are all the jerks , they are so much jerks . Where did i gone wrong ? And if i did that wrong , what suppose i do huh ? If only i could repeat the past though , but somehow it's impossible and don't be ever look back , aite :) ?

Lemme tell you this . He has been waiting for me for ages and at last , i accepted him . Well , at first , our relation was going smoothly and we both were so happy until when he gone far far away from this country . We've been separated and i was tremendously sad . I really loved him . And he loved me , too . We kept contact through the cyber-world , you know , webbieee , fb , ym , skype and such ever .

And one day , something's awful revealed by this girl . I d k her , it's like suddenly she emerged into my life and never thought that she'd be my precious person in my life nowadays :) No doubt , these all thingy was Allah's work . I trusted him bcs the way he treats me . But he broke it , he broke my heart , he broke my trust towards him , he broke everything . Be with him , cause so much troubles ! My inside was outrageously perished . I did asked him to break up , but he didn't wanna let me go . And i was really weak on that time as i kept being still with him which actually seemed futile . I suppose not , as i said , if only i could repeat the past though . I've been in suffered with him about more than 3 months and that's the period time we've been together . Weeks ago , i left him with no doubt anymore , i was really sure if my life will be even better without him , and yes i am :)

Minutes ago , i saw his pictures with this girl , they're like so happy and blissful being together . I dumped him and he found a way to enrich his blissfully life though . To be blunt , i felt a little offend with it and felt so regret knowing him in my life . Why lah i need to know someone like him huh ? I'm so much tired .

He so BOASTS !

I think you guys get it enough with just looking on it .

He REMOVED already from my fb , done :)

           

Believe It Or Not !

BOOOOOO-YEAHHHHHHH ! Whattttttt :D ? haha yeah , woke up so extreme earlyyyyyyyy today like i can't believe it though , guess what ? At 8.30 am , i sat already on the bed ! Haha guys , okay , lemme tell ya something , i got two posts on here that started with bloody WOKE UP LATE TODAY , okay you won't be startled with this saying but you will when i say that i woke up that late around 3PM TO 3.30PM -________-' oh what ? HELL YES !

And again , momma and i made a deal last night :) Well , this is something good and actually motivated me :D hehe . If you read though , on my really last post i said that i'm too much , oh yes i am , and so momma took an action , she suppose very well and i don't even blame her at all . Momma said like "nana , your limit is on 12pm , if you crossed the line , i'll send you to your father's house , seriously ! You hear me ?" i was just aahed and the real was , i really scared and so i promise to her even myself to wake up early todayyy , and I MAKE IT BABEH ! I hope this is gonna be lasting though . Errr guysss , i didn't take my bath yet , so i suppose now , hehe byeeeee , oh bullshit , i know i'm gross :D let it so , bayeeeeeeee !

Blowing Up My Brain

LETS SOLVE ADDMATH TONIGHTTTTTTTT

:D

whippeeeeeeeeeeee -.- ! haha , wish me luck then

A Major Fights With That So-Called Annoying Brothers

Woke up late today , err alwaysssssss ! And i know , i'm too much since that was what momma said to me . Ohh , i should be change though , you know , wake up early in the morning , study thingy , chores , hey wait ! i always doing chores till my hands now looks kinda wrinkles and grossssssssss -_____-' yucks ! yeah , yucks ! but let it be , it can be heal by lotion ;D

Talking about chores , when i was just woke up , momma ordered me to do that and this and that and bla bla bla . Don't get me wrong , i don't mind with it as i take it also as a lesson of waking up so too late , i really am . But , i felt like all of them deliberated in making me tensed -.-' like obviously . I was just totally okay with my chores thingy , but uhhhh , it's okay , lemme keep it as a secret .

When i was busying with the whole chores , my little brother Irfan ran into momma's room and sobbed so badly . I heard that they're fighting bcs of the game . I know , since before obviously that so fucking annoying twin brothers always be gang up and bullying Irfan , they're conquering the game as if it's their own bloody property but actually it's not , i mean , game tu Irfan yang punya -.- ! So , both of annoying of you , please be put a little consciousness in yourself and open your eyes widely that the game isn't yours ! I really can't stay still when i saw Irfan was pathetic like that , i came close to them and started to yell like "hey , give the game to him now ! Or i will punch you till your head shrinking into your body ! Give it now !" they made their face and it lift up my tempered , i was like "don't you dare make a face like that to me !" afterall , in be forced , they finally gave it to Irfan and he's stopped from crying . But then , they totally rude when they smack Irfan on the back ! Arghhhhh , i was even getting mad than before , i'd smack him back and we're acting like in wrestling competition , and ended with tongue out like "bwekkkkkkkkkkkk : P" -______________-'

Absolutely Horror !

Hell yes , Absolutely Horror ! Guess what ? I was playing game minutes ago , and i couldn't get rid the picture off of my mind , it's The Silent Hill . The starting wasn't that bad , but it was when i need to go into the very old and obsolete hospital . I'm scared when i can't find a way to get back . I had tried the best of my best to find a way out , but i can't ! I lost in that eerie building and sometimes , a little girl emerged with all of a sudden and then she'll disappeared just like that , she's a ghost obviously . I didn't give the white flag that quick , i was still trying to get out from that hell with a bloody struggle but its all was just futile plus i was scared enough since i played it all alone and in a dark state . So i press start button and then select the main menu and the major EXIT , and i was like "pheeewwwwwwww!'' And i can feel my heart was pounding like a really bad -.-

Ulala , Movieeeeeeeee ♥

Woke up late today and was afraid if momma would be pissed off of me , but thanks God she's not . Went to downstairs and saw momma saunaing with her eyes closed tightly , i thought she didn't noticed me and since she didn't , quickly i moved back to upstairs and haha , suddenly "Nana !" I was like "ops ! hehe , yes momma :)" and then momma told me to dividing the duties for my brothers , you know , the chores :D Well , haha come on guys , it's not that odd or that peculiar if some boys did a little chores , in fact they're actually a motivated and disciplined persons , am i right :) ? And it's not that momma and i gang up to torture them with this bloody thingy , but this is also a lesson for them . I tell you what , i always cleaned this house like sweeping , mopping , washing the dishes and etc . But then , my brothers always making messed all again , watta heck ! I've been tired enough in making this house be that neat and tidy , and i was like "momma , i don't care ! For once on this time , let them do all the bloody chores . I've done the best to ensure our house being tidy , but they're always messed it all up . So now , i want the justice and i'll fight for it" A great deal aite :D ? haha and so , that's the reason of why my little little pretty brothers was forced to do that chores . I'm not that cruel . 

Around 4pm , "hey everybody , i wanna take you guys out . Do you think bowling is worth or movie is worth ? Which one :) ?" momma said . Vigorously i said "MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHH !" haha and quickly i took my bath and dressed properly to have a day out with my lovely family . I was just being simple-but-pretty today and about 5pm , we're all out alreadyyyy :)

When in our way , i felt really excited like "whooyeaaayyy , movie movie movie movie movie movie and movieeees !" haha , i must admit that i was being such a hobo on that moment as if i'd ne'er been with it at all --' and the best-thing-i-thought-is-actually-not when momma drove the car to somewhere is familiar it ways to . And then only i realized that we're all heading to my aunt's house -_________-' I then "why are we here momma ? you said we'll have fun with that bloody movie ." she replied me "oh , lets visit her just for awhile since she cooked already a very delicious foods for us :) and then i promise you , we'll have movie " So pretty relieved of me and grinning back like before i did :D Greeted my aunt happily and yeah , her hands-making-of-delicious-foods is actually really scrumptious . Afterall , momma invited my two little cousins to join us along and even have sleep-over at our house for the time being , so we're all bigger than before :D haha . Okay , around 7pm we're all heading to the mighty destination finally and it's located near by my house at Jusco Bukit Raja .

Ahhaaaa , wondering what movie do we plan for ? Absolutely , Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows as it the latest hit on the list nowadays :D Don't envy me guys ! haha Well , the story was effing awesome as it always been like , i mean hey ! Harry Potter's series had never been dull or bored or even be sick to me , a big NEVER ! Everything is just wonderful , yes it is . Okay guys , obviously my post for this time is very too long and i should end it of now , so bye guys :)

A Day Out With Momma

Okay , i promise you i'll get to bed after this post ! It's 5.19am already to be exact --' As you know , tomorrow will be Hari Raya Aidil Adha and so i wish you guys Selamat Hari Rayaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D hahaha 

Errr , but somehow , majority of people would be back to their village , then i'm not . I'm here , sitting in the room , facing this lappy and being so dull , yeah it so . Okay , i tell you what , i was awoke at 2pm yesterday and then did some little chores . Afterall , i sat on in front of the tv and started on the movie . I had my lunch with that freaky-licious maggie and i didn't finish it . Oh , momma gone to the office already , of course lah ! haha . And momma was home at 5pm something with my so-called annoying little brothers -____-' Uh yeah , they're so fucking annoyed me , like always your brother ever being irritates to you i guess .

At around 8pm , momma and i went out and had some pretty shopping but as you seen , i wrote it just 'momma and i' which is mean that , all my brothers just stayed at home as their wanted . Momma actually was looking for lemang for tomorrow's Raya but somehow , it got me to be confused when momma parked the car at Plaza Alam Sentral , i was like "is that they're grilling the lemang in this mall ?" oh idiot ! Of course it not ,  though --' I was just keep following my mom's stepping and suddenly she said that she's looking for pyjamas for my brothers , oh i see then . Next , we headed to Section 17 where the night market is located and Goddddd , momma had being so wasted . Still i remember when we stopped by at this stall . They're selling a fresh beef and momma bought an enormous one . I was like "mommaaaaaa , it's so BIG ! We couldn't finish it off momma" and the seller suddenly interrupted like "haha , taklah besar sgt dikkkkk . Boleh habis ni ;)" and then , momma said "it's okay , we can give a little to our neighbour" phew ! i thought momma gonna cook its all for us . It's not that a big deal , but it is when momma bought daun palas to make some ketupat . I was like "Ya Allah , tak payah lah momma !" Momma is really excited to celebrate Hari Raya , obviouslyyyyyy ! 

To be blunt , i don't mind at all with this big celebrating of Aidiladha , buttttttttt , i feel like it isn't necessary since all of us just been at home , without the other family . It's even enough with solat Hari Raya at mosque :)

Alright people , lemme sleep for minutes , at 7am , we all need to go to the mosque , bye guys

I LOVE YOU GREYSON MICHAEL CHANCE !

He so cute , aite :D ? He's fascinating me like :O ! 

Ehem , Bieberrrrrrrrrrr , awrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! WATCH OUT ! He'll make you loose :D

GREYSON MICHAEL CHANCE <33333333333333

so i sing ,

 i'm your biggest fan i follow you until you love me , papa-paparaziii

NEW LOOK ! What Do You Think Huh :D ?

OH YEAHHHHHH , finally haha ! What do you think guys :) ? Should i change for it again ? Maybe some time :D I feel so much satisfied with the result of the pretty looking of blog of mine . Well as you seen , there's so much with blue color on , haha of course blue is my favorite and wow ! my blog is finally looking so outrageously awesome bcs of . Guess what ? I thought it had to be so hard in constructing this bloody blogger , but it was done within 15minutes only , believe it or not ! I bet , you guys are to-tall-lyyyyy getting fed-up with the same looking --' but now i hope you're not again :) Uhhh-ahhh ! My stomach is making a noisy , yes i'm little too hungry right now , but i wouldn't serve my stomach now since it's too far a late to have some foods . Be patient my babyyyyy , you'll be okay for tomorrow . Okay guysssss , lemme go on with the next post , look up yeah !

Uh-wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Mighty Holidays Are Comes Around :D

Basically , i was home when it was on the last Wednesday as you can see it clearly on my old post with the title of "Oh My Dear Holiday :)" . I tell ya what , when it was on Friday , momma sent me to Puchong and i stayed there for two days and momma fetched me back on the late of night of Saturday , as obviously the minutes after will be a Sunday :) It was much bloody tiring when its being like that , you know , less than 24hours , i'll back to somewhere , and then go to somewhere , repeat and again . Gahhhhhh ! Frankly , i'm getting sick with all this thingy . Well , it's even more sick , bcs when it was on Sunday's evening , i got back to hostel as fulfilling the promise with my warden that i'll be back on Sunday , and so i did ! And hours ago , i was just simply home which is mean that i was just spending only A DAY in hostel with a major wishing that this could be the end somehow and will not be happen again for the next time . A VERY BIG TOO RELIEVE then :) Oh , the reason of why i got back to home early is bcs of my school starts the day of holiday on Tuesday and i feel happy with it , actually :D of course , haha .

But still , i shouldn't be that too much happy as if i got nothing to be done with . Obviously , a year to go , i'll attend the biggest exam in my life , SPM --' ! Ya Allahhhhh :'| takutnyaaaaaaaa ! Thus , i'll have a little study on this whole holiday , just if i could haha and when it start to December , momma will place me in the tuition classes :) It would be so helpful ! hey , i should better go now as my eyes tend to close and it's 5.30am alreadyyyyy , shhttt :D bye everyoneeeeee , enjoy your holiday heartily :D !

A Will Of Love Of Mother

Hiyaaaa guys :) I'm feeling great and good tonight as momma and i had been so much fun together , could you imagine it ? Mother and daughter chilling together , shares stories , burst out laughs , making hair and more :D i feel that i'm the luckiest person in this world right now , ohh i know this great feelings would be just for the time being and somehow it would change to another of types of the thousands of feelings :) but here , still i hope this could be longer and continuously .

Basically tonight , momma and i had chill-out together and the hair studio was the first place we'd went for . It was pretty good when they give a little massages on my hair and made me feel so comfort and relax :') A good smells is on my hair right now as a result of the proper washes and my hair looked so smooth and shiny , awwwwhhh i love it ! thanks momma , it's all her treat :)

Afterall , we'd going for our dinner at Restoran Kayu Nasi Kandar which is located near by the house of mine . Momma ordered a very tasty tandoori chicken and roti naan . I chose fried chicken rice and two glasses of watermelon juices . Oh i was asked it just for one glass at first actually , but hehe , it was slightly didn't enough for me --' When we had our dinner , we've some chats and laughs as if we're the best friends . And momma told me something that could make me feel so scared and fear , scared if one day i lost someone like her . Okay people , lemme tell you something , momma got Hepatitis B which is an illness that related to the heart organ . She told me , her friend's friend was death on a past week because of the same illness as momma . Oh Godddddd , i'm really afraid to lost her and i begging you Allahhh , please let her live longer cs i really need her , she's the one who i can't live without , i really am |': It's even made me felt touched when momma said something like "If my life won't be here anymore , there's something i want from my children" i was swallowing and i said "what is it mom ?" and she said "please don't fight because of the property and please recite for me Al-Fatihah whenever you think about me when i'm gone" okay , i'm tearing now to be frank :/ And lemme crying...

Okay then , at 10.30 pm only we got home . Sat along together in momma's room and often burst out laughed . There's only momma and i , no else . Again , she repeated the same thing she'd said when we was at the restaurant and i felt so gut . Obviously , it's kinda a WILL from her and i must keep it stick on my mind .

Uhhhh , i must wake up early in the morning tomorrow and momma will send me to daddy's house , Puchong Utama :) It's good to be there bcs of the friends but not bcs of the people in that house , bluntly . Okay fellas , i'll post any of more issues on next time :) see yaa

Oh My Dear Holiday :)

Ah yeahhhh , i'm home babehhhhh :D haha , HELLO EVERYONE ! Well actually , hostel's folks should be still in their places :) but i'm not ! I rather stay home than there , as you know , hostel such a bored paradise --' totallyyyyyyyy . I was reach home about 8pm today and momma bought for me Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe (McDonald) :D hehe it's my bloody favorite , obviously (: i was ate it like "yum-yum-yum-yum !"

Hm , a little to relieve when i got home :) I was like "yeayhhhhhhhhh , finallyyyy :)" Guys , i tell you what , i was such a dumb and an idiotic whenever the morning is arise . Nowadays , it's like the only me who'd be in the 4A's and i would exactly go and get my lovely teacher Pn. Suraya . She's like the only friend of mine and i'll always stick with her bcs she made me feel even safer and when she's not around , i would be totally such a dumbfounded ! Walk around the school with no direction , ohhhh how pathetic i am :'/ ! My senior , i called her Kak Su had ever noticed me walking around all alone and she said i was looked so fluster . She was like "deanaaa , i saw you walked around for nowhere . You looked so pity dearrrr" and i was like "yeahhhh , i'm all alone sisss :'| i have no direction and i really wanna go homeeeee :( isk" AND I SUPPOSE ! Thus , i'm home at this very moment :) As usuals , it always HOME SWEET HOME .

But somehow , i'm missing someone right there , someone that i love for real :') I'm missing you Kak Eykaaaaaaaaaaaa :'| We should laying on together right now , share stories till it late . And i'm sorry for not being there . If i could , i'll bring you along to my house bcs i felt like incomplete when you're not by my side , i wish you sweet dream Kak Eyka (:

After For Ages

Alohhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D ! What a surprise aite , i'm back people :) i repeat , I'M BACKKKKK ! It has been outrageously too long since i update my blog . Well , i'm doing fine but literally , i ain't as great as before . I d k , i feel like something is missing in my life nowadays , it's like my soul flying all around without the direction . I'm so lost ! Ahhh , i bet it wouldn't enough even for this whole night to write all abouts .

First thing first , i'm getting sick with hostel , i'm totally homesick ! Well , it always HOME SWEET HOME to me :) Ahahhh , i got the intention actually to ask mama if i should stay home and outta hostel next year as a reason of getting an excellent result of my studies , but somehow , i don't have the courageous . Haha , it's sounds so not relevant !

Okay people , next is , i'll tell you my daily routine in hostel living :) As usuals , wake up at around 6.30 in the morning and get ready for school . Have a little breakfast , sometimes . Get focus on the lessons given by the teachers and back to the room around 1pm or 2pm . Oh , i won't have my lunch and don't ask me why . Take off the pretty suffocating attire and put the lounge wear . Climb up my bed since it placed on above and get a nap . Well , sometimes it got to be a little burden for me when i need to climb up and down the bed , but still , i'm happy because my bed placed nether the fan and so it always keep my bed in a cool state :D Okay then , i'll get up around 3pm to 4pm and as usuals , will have a healthy doing (: I'll JOG , like everydayyyyyyyy ! Would be back at 5.30pm and have a meal at 6pm , i found that foods will always delicious in the evening . It always done my eating around 6.30pm to 7pm . Go upstairs and take some rest about 15minutes and then go get a bath . Solat maghrib and get ready for the prep . 8pm to 10pm , i'll stay still and do the homework plus a little study . The times given doesn't enough and so , i'll get it extend . Go back upstairs , and have a little more study till 2am or 3am . Sleep then , of course and repeat the same thing for the next days .

It's bloody dull , aite --' ? *sigh

and today , a little too relieve i must say . Final exam was finished , i'm taking my break :) On December , i'm gonna work hard for my SPM , i don't want it too late , i must get ready from now on . See ? i got THE SPIRIT :D