Hey Reader, you know what? I LOVE YOU

OH BULLSHIT, i'm sorry, that's a rude saying, but i'm so mad to myself because I CANNOT SLEEPPPPPPP :( Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

Oh i know, it suppose not to be a matter to me but it is now because i must check in to hostel at 8am later! Serve me right! Selalu sgt tidur lambat kan, now see? Padan muka, padan muka, padan muka!

Ya Allahhhhh, I don't know what i suppose to do right now :'( I'm effing need to sleep but i just can't.

I must get to bed, again. Anddd, you know what, i'm gonna miss this blog so much, my houseee, my facebook and everything that's related to my holiday. I must work hard for my SPM, and i need your support :) I'm so kind-hearted for now, because you know what, I LOVE YOU to whom read this post! And leave me a comment on this post if you love me too, it doesn't matter who you are (': I LOVE YOU. xoxo

My New Boyfrienddddd :')

Pals, lemme introduce you to someone, it's my boyfriend ;) And it's name is SPM. I'm gonna focus on it and love it very much, i'll do anything to make it great, because we'll be together just for a year and not forever, plus it's the only one whom can give me a future. I know we're both will gonna through a very hard states, but no matter what, we love each other(okay this is yucks). And i'm a loyal woman, so i won't cheating on it, i wish we both will make a great result for the ending.

Saei said ; My SPM has 9 kids, tak nak aku jadikan dia bf haha.
LOL!

Lets Hope This Fucking 2011 Will Be Better Than 2010. *100th Post♥

Geeeeeeeeee :) Literally this is my 100th post and this is an effing NEW YEAR! So you guys think that i hold my 100th post till it's 2011? Heck, i'm not! Fyi, i always wanna post something on here but usually it will be like hanging and i just removed it. And now uh-hum, school attire done for all, but the text books, dammit! I should take the textbook last year but then i didn't come to school and decided to take it on this year, 2011. Blergh, i hope teacher won't be mad at me -__________-'

And this is sucks, tomorrow i will be back to hostel and i hate it :'( I just wanna be at homeeeee :( Well, mama actually had some plan to let me stay at home instead hostel since next year she will be home all alone. Aunt Sharifah moved out already and my brothers and i will go back to our own places. Aunt Sharifah is mama's bff which they shared the same Single Mother status but only mama left for that. Aunt now married already with her truly man and live with him. Oh back to the plan, yes mama ada plan mcm tu but then she abort it as she said that i'm gonna burdening her and will not enough with online and i will neglect my study. Come on, that's so not true! I'm someone that's always concern about my studies, believe it or not. But yes i am, and i know who i am. AH ENOUGH.

Okay, last evening i got my facial treatment and ffffuuuuu, it took 3 hours! It was totally hurts when she about to clean up the white-heads in deeply of skin of my face, but actually i got used to it so it wasn't a big deal, just it was once i can't breathing bcs she pressed on my nose vigorously. I hold her hands and said ''wait, i can't breathing'' She was like ''oh sorry sorry'' haha, and then applied the mask for 30minutes literally. And mama fetched me up :)

Errr my life will be misery enough with this so much thinking, SPM  i mean. Yes, at this really 2011, i will have this heck SPM, and this is my expression ; YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! haha god damn it -.-
Just now i chat with Fazana and goshhh i'm missing her so much, it's been a long time since i met her. And by it, she gave me an inspiration, that PMR and SPM is our boyfrienddddd, haha hell yes ;) LOOK UP YO!